Memories

*poooooff*

To be honest, I stone there for a minute when I was logging in. I nearly forgot what my password is. =.= In fact, I have not been writing for 3months. And now, finally I know the reason why I can't start writing after 5minutes. I've lost the inspiration of blogging. My bad, sorry.

Mind you, this is going to be a sad post. Leave as you wish as I don't want the sadness to spread as well. This post is just going to serve as a place for me to throw all my sadness in.

7 months ago...
We're one happy family. We talk, we smile, we laugh, we joke, we have fun together, we share our happiness, we share our stories and also we tear(one and only time, thats when I left UK =x).

1 month ago....
Combinations of my family and my family#2. Okay, you might be a little bit confused. What I meant was, my blood-bond family(my daddy, mommy, and brothers), and my foster family(ie, the family#2). Now you get me? So, we're one big family now :)

We were all having dinner together happily a month ago. And I received a mail few days ago. I can remember clearly, on Monday, I rushed back home after class, yeah, from Kepong to Semenyih to Kepong to see my foster mother. I saw a pale you lying on the bed. It was so heart breaking when you couldnt recognise me at the first place, yet, surprisingly you remembered me after you woke up :) Meantime, my foster father told me that you're looking better after the injection. What a relief!

Probably you've gave up, and suffered enough from pain. And, you decided to leave us. So, there you go on this sunny morning :(

R.I.P my dearest aunty a.k.a my foster mother

We'll always remember and love you! Enjoy up there, we miss you dearly.
Rest In Peace.

Please leave me alone, I need some time to get this emotion over. thank you.

Woman or women?

From my experience, it seems that women are more hot tempered than any man. WHY?
Why emotion always controlling them, but not the other way round?
Why cant they settle things in a better way?
Sometimes, it really ruin one's mood when things ended up that way.
Yes, I'm referring to myself. Why cant I start my holiday and proudly announce the end of my first sem with a smiley face?

So, again, please fucking figure out the problem before mad at others!

I'm really pissed off right now, dont ask me why, you know why!

And.....
Let's call it a semester after a long night of fighting with CEL Coursework and rushing to computer labs to get the damm report printed out and submit before the clock ticks to 4.30pm?

ok thats all. Write up again next time. bye. *emo*

Bf = ?

What comes into your mind when you see "bf"?

Best friend(s)?
Boy friend(s)?
Boyfriend(s) (errrrr....)?
Battle Field(LOL)? Or... something else?

Had a conversation with a friend last night and realises the truth let me down down down.

Boy friend will treat you like an angel, the best girl, the prettiest girl bla bla bla, if he has an intention or aim, I know you are smart enough to understand what I mean.

So, when their aim is achieved, they'll treat you like an angel-to-be. The treatment will be different as compared to when they haven't get what they are aiming. Why? I dont understand. Okay so there goes your lovey-dovey story.

"Romeo take me to somewhere we can be along ~"

HOWEVER, if they failed or you broke up. The story is completely different again. You both will most likely turn out to be strangers. WHAT?! Why on earth things must be ended up this way?! I really don't understand. *disappointed*

But, I'm always glad that Best friends will always treat you like an angel no matter what, be there with you whenever you need him/her.

Like Her...
We might not be able to hang out everyday, every week, but we never turn into strangers when we see each other ♥
The pic is edited by her, 200...9?

Like Him...
He will always be there for me :) ♥
Picture taken hmm....2009?

From the primary mates...(2009)

to the high school mates...(2009)

I dislike browsing through this album, teary eyes everytime, but this time, with a smiley face, because I ♥ the strong mulians-bond that we built =)

To the college mates whom I have not meet for longgggggg (2009)

And of course the girls love(2009)

Last but not least, the friendship, the love from UK (2010)
Mulians-overseas love :)

And this family#2 love..
I miss them dearly and they are coming back in January.. yayyy :D
Although we are not blood-bonded but we live and love each other as if we are :)

I cherish the one I care and those who cares about me :) Thank you bfs - best friends =)) ♥
So, please appreciate the best friend(s) around you =)

Anyway, 3 more courseworks to go and I'm then done with final year sem1 =D
Loneranger, fightooooo~!

I wish..

I know "I wish" works exactly like "If", that is, they won't come true..
But, atleast i might feel better after all these bombastic imaginary session..

Sometimes, I wish I'm not the ME right now.
Atleast, I don't have so many problems to face, to overcome, to hide, to pretend.
In fact, I'm still not as strong as what you guys thought.
I hide my fear, my tears, my stress. But, how many actually knows this?
What is shown doesnt implies how happy I am. And, doesnt shows the true how am I doing.

I believe the majority doesnt go thru what i've been thru. You couldn't imagine how tough it could be. I wish I can grow horizontal now(for the very first time), grow torns on my face, pandas, etc. Is either this, or, I wish I'm an angel now. Yes, you might thought I gone crazy, and you're right! I'm insane now!


Alright, my 10 minutes break is up. Time to get my ass back to my work.
3 more to go, yes, 3 more and I only have one week left for all these.

Good luck to all year3 Chem Eng who are still struggling hard now :)

Cheers and take care! ♥

For those who are in overseas, like Rachel Nge, Alex Koh, Benjamin Cheong, Graeme, Joey, Aunt Jac, Vincent, LiQing, B(15e)!, etc(sorry too many to list them all one by one), keep warm. Missing you guys out there. What about catching up after everything is done? :) ♥

LOST

时间过得太快了，渐渐地。。
我忘了怎样去珍惜你，
我不懂怎样欣赏你的好，
很不幸的，我看见的只是你的另一面。。
或许是我还没学会如何去珍惜一个根本不属于我的东西吧？
还是我太忙忽略了？
还是被难关卡住了？
到底最后会是怎样？是什么？我不晓得。。
会是歌词所讲的还是会雨过天晴呢？
难道要等到失去了才懂得珍惜吗？


Yes that's right, I'm so lost right now. I'm confused!
But, I'm pretty sure what I want when I started counting down on calender. =x
3weeks left. I've only got another 3 weeks to get my fyp, CEL and other courseworks done.
How wish I could have more than 24hours per day :( Yahhh I got bad time management, I know :(

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh T.T

Beee-zzziiiieee

I'm so sorry for not updating myself for some time.
Classes resumed as some of you know, or some may not?
I'm so flooded with work loads T.T
Fyp(Final Year Project), Lab and courseworks + little bit of revisions + catch up. So yea, imagine how busy my life can be T.T Yes, you didnt read wrongly neither do I typed wrongly. This is my final year of Uni life (or maybe not?). And, I want you guys to know that, FINAL YEAR IS NOT FUN AT ALL!!!!

Phewww so busy... Gimme some time to sort things out, and I'll share my stories with you people :)


My work gonna be piled up like THAT MUCH!!! LOL. Hahaha (: *fingers crossed*

Thats all for now I guess, I cant afford to lose so much of my time right now T.T I want more parteyyyyyyssss :(

Mulians, I might not be able to turn up in as much as yumcha session as before, but, i'll try? :)
Take care! And I love you all like I always do ♥

真的要那样吗？那不是我要的。。

我要的却得不到；我不要的就。。。逼我去接受？

真的太多太多不如预期的事发生。。

他，是我的。。算是猪朋狗友吧。但，不晓得什么事在少过一分钟的时间，把我们变成了陌生人。是有人在背后煽风点火吗？就算是，我相信这谜底有一天会解开。。要把我们的友谊毁掉？不是那么容易！

他，是我遇过脸皮最厚的人吧？没被理会最少三个月，但还是那么死缠烂打。。要说他很有恒心呢？还是不醒目？拜托你醒醒吧！你就快把我逼疯了！

他，是位身在很遥远很遥远地方的朋友。怪兽很喜欢他吧？所以她放了很大的希望。。我却不想让她梦想成真。。多希望没这一回事。。

他，是所谓的“pbf” 吧？但怪兽给了我一到很难很难的考题，很难过的关卡。能顺利过关吗？还是会被难关考到呢？

他们，是让我大学生活感觉最忙碌的一年吧？好多好多刊物等待我去读。。好累好累。希望你们不要这样来难为我吧，始终是一个马来西亚啊:)

他，是位让我觉得压力很大很大的教授。。拜托拜托，不要那样多我们，好吗？至少你得知道你在做什么。

她，是我的老友。她，每天都有着不同不同的难题在考我。。她，几乎要把我的念头给改掉了。。我看我就快要完成她多年的愿望了，但在这同时，她，又在“吹”我赶快踏入人生的另一个阶段。。好矛盾啊！！拜托你搞清楚，不要再难为我了。。

*以上的文章个代表着不同的人，不同的故事。如不懂，就请不要装很了解似的。

明天又要回去那“三卡拉”地方了。。回家的日子好像过得很快。怎么办？都怪我选择了那么远的学校。哈哈哈！明天是本校的10周年纪念日，就会去凑凑热闹咯。。忙碌的生活有快要开始了。。好累好累。。撑着啊！！还有几个月就结束了！就坚强点吧:)

朋友们，加油啊！冲啊！:)

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Semenyih

I'm back to the land of bored-ness? LOL. Class started yesterday, like FINALLY after a super long break. Got the super duper hyper packed timetable few days before the class started and it stressed me up =.= Probably this is my final student life or maybe not. Uncertainties again =x Haha!!

Anyway, love to be in Semenyih for few reasons:
1. Freeeeeeee sports facilities =p
2. More freedom? =x
3. Get to go giler giler with the giler giler ones? LOL
4. Errrrrrrrrrr.. Okie my bad =x

Dont want to be in Semenyih because:
1. Its BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! still BORING!!!!!!!!! T.T They dont have like BIG shopping mall :(
2. Its very very far from my home sweet home :(
3. Confirm spend more money here :(
4. ............ Okie I add when I can think of any =p

BUT, luckily I still can online here. Else, i'll be bored to death? =x And, luckily I'm going home every weekend? :) But, maybe not if I'm rushing my fyp :(

If you're free, please come over to SEMENYIH and bring me out!!!!!!! T.T LOL
Haha, nyway, just a quick post to.....kill my boredness? Hahahaha!!

Take care people :)

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